Chapter 44:
He even had a nightmare two days ago, dreaming that other people\'s children were born crying, but only his child began to sing to Jiang Xu, singing the most familiar song of the white lady The theme song, the four angry "Ah~~~" almost sent Jiang Xu away, and he was so scared that he didn\'t sleep well that night.
He said to Shen Fangyu, "As long as you don\'t turn on your broken stereo, I promise to go to the performance."
Shen Fangyu got his assurance, and immediately sent a message to Director Cui. Director Cui was probably looking at his phone while taking his grandson, and replied with a smile, and he could still hear the child\'s cry in the background.
"What do you think if our children love to cry so much in the future?" Shen Fangyu asked sincerely.
"It doesn\'t matter if you like to cry," Jiang Xu looked at him coldly, "It\'s fine if you don\'t like to sing."
"Then let\'s divide the lyrics." Shen Fangyu flipped through the lyrics and said, "I\'ve listened to the original song. Part of it is sung by Xiaoqing, and part is sung by the boatman. Which one do you want to sing?"
"Few words."
"Then Xiaoqing." Shen Fangyu handed him the phone, "There are four sentences in total. According to your memorization speed, you can memorize them in ten seconds."
Jiang Xu nodded, looked at ten lines at a glance, and returned the phone to Shen Fangyu, "When is the show?"
"tomorrow."
Jiang Xu: "?"
"Aren\'t you afraid that I haven\'t agreed to the last day?" He looked at Shen Fangyu, who had a calm face and a good attitude, and the latter answered him leisurely: "No way, I issued a military order with Director Cui. The strong girl is afraid of pestering her husband, I know You will certainly agree."
Jiang Xu choked on his phrase "Strong Girl". It took him a while to notice the phrase "Military Order", "Are you here for the opportunity to go abroad for exchange?" He asked Shen Fangyu.
He actually couldn\'t understand why Shen Fangyu worked so **** this matter. The opportunity to go abroad for exchange was indeed precious, but even if they rejected Professor Cui\'s arrangement, for the development of the department, Professor Cui would most likely take them there in the end.
It\'s not that Jiang Xu thinks highly of himself, he knows that he and Shen Fangyu belong to the elite of the first echelon in the department, and he also understands that Professor Cui is not someone who will hold grudges and put shoes on his subordinates.
What\'s more, when Professor Cui said this in front of them that day, he meant to take them there. Otherwise, according to Professor Cui\'s character, even if it was to let them participate in the performance, she would not have proposed a foreigner at all. quota.
Shen Fangyu has always been very sensitive in interpersonal communication, so that Shen Fangyu can\'t understand what he can see.
"No," Shen Fangyu said, "I asked Director Cui for something else."
Jiang Xu looked up at him.
"Teacher Cui promised that as long as I can persuade you to perform with me, when we go abroad for exchanges, we will have three days off and we can go about freely," he said, "I want to visit Dr.Kenn and exchange information about surgery. detail."
Jiang Xu\'s eyes paused.
Ever since Shen Fangyu decided to wait for Dr. Kenn\'s magazine to be published, Jiang Xu himself hadn\'t cared much about this matter. First, it was still early, and it was useless to worry about it in advance. Second, this country M The big cow\'s attitude is really not too friendly. Before the magazine appeared, Jiang Xu didn\'t want to deal with him anymore.
Unexpectedly, Shen Fangyu would worry about such a long-term matter for him.
"I\'m also responsible for you." Shen Fangyu\'s tone was light and airy, as if it was no big deal. Jiang Xu looked at him, but couldn\'t help but move slightly in his heart.
He knew that choosing to perform this operation on him would put Shen Fangyu under pressure. The risk was too high. If the operation was successful, everyone would be happy and successful, but if it failed, Shen Fangyu might lose his reputation for so many years.
Besides, if he and the child died, although Shen Fangyu probably wouldn\'t be so heartbroken, after all, they are also old classmates for many years. As the chief surgeon of his operation, when Midnight Dream recalled him, he felt that Shen Fangyu would be a little bit Emotions flood.
Thinking of this, Jiang Xu suddenly suggested: "Let\'s take a photo together."
"Photograph?"
Jiang Xu let out a "hmm", and took out the SLR camera and bracket from the glove box, and installed the lens neatly.
"You still know this?" Shen Fangyu was a little surprised.
Jiang Xu adjusted the camera parameters and said, "I know more."
Before entering university, he was also proficient in all kinds of piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, and won a prize in a photography competition, so his parents bought him a SLR camera at the expense of the year he got the first prize in science.
I thought that my son would be able to relax and develop his hobbies when he went to college, but Jiang Xu\'s college life was more difficult than repeating, and he never used this camera at all.
The adjustment is almost done, Jiang Xu walked around to the study with the tripod, there is a bay window next to his study, the marble slab is covered with off-white cushions, the white screen covers the scenery outside the window, and the curtains are closed. An elegant ink painting.
"Go and sit." He said to Shen Fangyu, "Take that pillow next to you."
Seeing Shen Fangyu sitting down, he instructed him to adjust his posture and position, switched several study lights, and chose the one he liked the most.
"So professional?" Shen Fangyu laughed and joked when he saw how vigorously he was playing, "Our family is going to have a great photographer."
"Who is in the same family as you." After Jiang Xu\'s adjustments, he also regained some of the old touch. He liked photography very much when he was in middle school. Even if he didn\'t have good equipment, he liked to shoot everywhere. He learned composition by himself and finally got Equipment, but shelved for so many years.
He put away the emotion in his heart, fixed the camera on the tripod, adjusted the height again, pressed the delayed shooting, sat next to Shen Fangyu, picked up another pillow, put his arm casually on his shoulder, and put his head on the Follow along.
The hair on the top of his head accidentally touched the side of Shen Fangyu\'s face. The latter was taken aback, his breathing stagnated, and he looked down at him calmly after a while.
Probably because he has photographed many people, Jiang Xu is not so indifferent in front of the camera. For a better sense of the camera and the beauty of the composition, he will even take the initiative to pose in this interactive pose.
With the sound of the shutter, Shen Fangyu suddenly realized that he was lost in thought, but it was obviously too late to look at the camera now.
Jiang Xu withdrew his movements from his shoulders to see the shooting situation. He held the camera in both hands and flipped to the photo just taken.
Under the soft light, he leaned slightly against Shen Fangyu, with a relaxed expression. The two of them were wearing simple T-shirts and home clothes, and each hugged the same style of pillows of different colors. They looked like good brothers. Some are like two high-spirited college students.
The figure in the middle combined with the black and white landscape behind it to form a pleasing composition. Jiang Xu nodded in satisfaction, but suddenly found that Shen Fangyu in the photo was not looking at the camera.
He magnified the photo a little, and clearly saw Shen Fangyu\'s eyes on the top of his head. He didn\'t know if it was his illusion or what, but Jiang Xu actually felt that the eyes were slightly gentle.
"Why did you watch it for so long?" Suddenly a sentence came from his ear. Shen Fangyu stood behind him, and when he spoke, his warm breath fell on his neck. For some reason, Jiang Xu suddenly felt guilty. Prevaricate: "It\'s okay."
Shen Fangyu was more guilty than he was at the moment. He was afraid that Jiang Xu would ridicule him for his distraction when taking pictures, so he let out an "oh" and hurriedly left the scene of the accident.
Seeing him walking away, Jiang Xu reopened the photo and looked at it several times.
When I watched it again this time, probably because he subconsciously tried his best to deny the thought that flashed through his mind just now, Shen Fangyu\'s eyes seemed to be less lingering.
He breathed a sigh of relief, imported the photos into his phone, fine-tuned some parameters with the software, and sent a copy to Shen Fangyu.
The latter went to the kitchen and brought a cup of honey milk at the right temperature, and handed it to Jiang Xu. Seeing that Jiang Xu took the milk, he looked at the phone that was beeping, "Did you send me a message?" He opened the phone with some surprise. , and found that it was just a photo.
"It\'s amazing Jiang Xu," Shen Fangyu sighed while looking at it, "The atmosphere in your photo is too strong."
At first, when Jiang Xu suddenly proposed to take pictures, Shen Fangyu thought it was a kind of "yeah" comparison between the two of them, but he didn\'t expect that Jiang Xu seemed to be serious about taking pictures, but he really seemed to know a little about photography.
He didn\'t really expect much at that time, after all, he hadn\'t seen Jiang Xu take any photos for so many years, but when he saw the photos, he was instantly amazed.
Although I don\'t know photography, everyone has the ability to appreciate beauty.
In the photo, the two men are sitting side by side on the bay window, the soft light sets off the eyebrows and eyes of the two, exuding a natural comfort and ease, neither deliberate nor unfamiliar, but a bit lazy just right, as if they were just together A pair of friends next door who played ball, were accidentally recorded for a moment of intimacy during the break.
Even Shen Fangyu\'s gaze, which should have been looking at the camera, but finally fell on Jiang Xu, looked extraordinarily harmonious, and even added a sense of story to this photo.
Shen Fangyu looked at the photo several times and set it as the background of his chat with Jiang Xu. When he looked up again, he realized that Jiang Xu had been looking at him.
"What\'s wrong?" Shen Fangyu said, "Why are you looking at me like that?"
"The photo is for you," Jiang Xu paused, "If I die... if you don\'t think of me, forget it, if you think of me, just make a memorial."
Old people are somewhat superstitious, so don\'t talk about life and death easily, but most young people don\'t shy away from it, especially young people who study medicine, it is not difficult to blurt out the word "death".
But Jiang Xu felt that what he said today was a bit difficult.
Are you afraid of death?
In fact, there is a little bit.
Except for the case of Kenn, all the previous patients with the same situation did not have a good outcome. The doctors who performed the surgery may not necessarily be inferior to Kenn in terms of skills. Everyone’s body varies greatly, and the same doctor gives different results. If two people undergo the same surgery, one may live and the other may die.
Doctors can only do their best, and the rest are all up to fate.
The thing has already happened, and Jiang Xu has no other choice but to face it.
Jiang Xu didn\'t want the atmosphere to become too heavy because of him, he took a deep breath, trying to make himself look more relaxed, "Don\'t worry, this operation is so risky, if something happens to me, I won\'t blame—. "
"Jiang Xu." Shen Fangyu hugged him suddenly, so shocked that Jiang Xu didn\'t have time to finish his sentence.
"What are you doing?" Jiang Xu\'s living environment has always been very straight. Everyone may fight with each other, but they seldom hug each other easily. He somewhat dislikes Shen Fangyu\'s sticky and crooked attitude.
He struggled, but Shen Fangyu seemed determined to hug him, not letting go no matter what.
Jiang Xu simply didn\'t bother with him, and let him hug him. Unexpectedly, after a while, Shen Fangyu suddenly whispered in his ear: "If you die, I will stop doing clinical work."
"Are you Shen Fangyu?" Jiang Xu said, "So fragile?"
However, almost no one who has entered the profession of doctors has never seen a patient, especially in departments such as surgery and obstetrics and gynecology, which have witnessed countless deaths just on the operating table.
Shen Fangyu didn\'t answer him quickly, he was silent for a while before letting go.
Jiang Xu originally thought that Shen Fangyu wasn\'t going to continue talking on this topic, but he didn\'t expect that Shen Fangyu walked out of the study with the glass he had finished drinking, suddenly turned around, and said something to him like a fool, "I\'ll just, I\'m vulnerable."
Jiang Xu couldn\'t help but said, "Are you three years old?"
Shen Fangyu didn\'t answer, "Don\'t think about it, memorize the lyrics carefully, and don\'t lose your temper tomorrow." After finishing speaking, he walked out of the study without looking back.
Jiang Xu glanced at his back, put away the tripod and camera with a bit of helplessness, and opened the storage cabinet to put them in.
Before closing the cabinet, his hands paused, after thinking for a while, he took out the camera and put it on the small table beside the sofa.
If you have time in the future, take a few more pictures.