The Assassin's Enemy Lover

Yi Chen rubbed his arms in comfort while explaining, “It’s true. My father said he asked for help to fake his death. I think he planned on starting a family with your mother on Dark Star but.... something must have gone wrong.”

Zi Han felt a sharp twisting pain in his chest as he stared at Yi Chen with complicated feelings. “If you didn’t want to help me you could have just said so. You didn’t, didn’t havs... shit,” he swore as his feelings slowly grabbed hold of him overwhelming the heck out of him. Even though he knew that Yi Chen didn’t play like that but he couldn’t control himself.

“I have been trying to find evidence that he is out there but I haven’t found anything yet. I wanted to tell you about it once I found some evidence but it seems I can’t keep it from you anymore... I am hoping that that boy we caught earlier would tell us something.”

Zi Han couldn’t fully process this new information. He also wanted his father to be alive but that possibility was so low that even he couldn’t be hopeful.

Zi Han wiped the corner of his eye with the ball of his wrist as he got off the bed breathing heavily.

Yi Chen grasped his wrist trying to stop him but Zi Han removed his hand while saying, “Since you think he can tell us something then let’s go. Let’s go talk to him right now.”

As he watched him going through the closet Yi Chen started regretting telling him about it. Zi Han seemed so dazed roughly pushing clothes aside in the closet unsure of what he was looking for.

Zi Han had completely forgotten that they were meant to wear military uniforms at all times when on a mission.

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Yi Chen got up and stood behind Zi Han while grabbing a hanger with a neat clean uniform with a badge written Zi Han on it.

Zi Han just saw a pair of hands coming from behind him and the turbulent feelings in his heart calmed a little.

“I will help you put it on,” whispered Yi Chen his lips grazing Zi Han’s ear.

Zi Han bowed his head while saying, “Thanks,” but his voice betrayed him. It was brittle and shaky like he was really going to break down.

Yi Chen hung the uniform back on the rail and hugged Zi Han his chest pressed against Zi Han’s back.

Soon a few drops of warm tears fell on Yi Chen’s arm. When he felt the wetness on his arm Yi Chen felt like something sharp was slashing at his heart. He loved Zi Han so much and didn’t want him to be hurt. He didn’t know how to make it better nor did he have a quick solution to resolve his grievances.

Yi Chen kept murmuring over and over, “I am sorry, I am so so sorry,” while kissing the top of Zi Han’s head.

The warmth and love coming from Yi Chen’s embrace made it so that Zi Han couldn’t contain himself. His emotions kept pouring out and it seemed like he couldn’t stop it. After a while, Zi Han left his embrace and Yi Chen thought he was going to change into the uniform but that wasn’t the case.

Zi Han wrapped his arms around Yi Chen’s neck and pulled him down. Before Yi Chen could react he was getting kissed again.

The initial kiss was as light as a feather-like he was sampling Yi Chen’s lips but after the initial taste, things escalated in an instant. Yi Chen found himself grasping Zi Han’s waist his breathing deep and heavy.

Zi Han clung to Yi Chen for support as the man was the only solid thing in this dizzying haze. The two of them tumbled on the bed separating their lips. Yi Chen slid his hand on the side of Zi Han’s neck with his thumb rubbing his cheek as he drew him closer to kiss the tears off his lover’s face.

The salty taste on his lips made him want more.

Zi Han placed his hand over Yi Chen’s that was resting on the side of his neck. His eyes closed focusing on the pleasurable sensation of being kissed by his lover.

When their lips met Yi Chen’s insistent mouth parted Zi Han’s trembling lips. As though electrified a wild tremor swept through every nerve ending in his body evoking a familiar intense passion that he had been yearning for.

“Ngh.... baby, I want you,” whispered Zi Han his warm breath grazing the tip of Yi Chen’s nose making him numb.

Yi Chen dug his fingers into Zi Han’s back and as Zi Han gasped with his head leaning back, he took advantage gently nibbling on his lover’s Adam’s apple.

Zi Han completely lost his mind in the throngs of passion. Unable to bear the pressure on his lower half he twisted his waist grinding up against Yi Chen and it felt so good that he was panting in pleasure.

Yi Chen bit his earlobe before whispering to him, “Baby, you are going to wake him up if you keep crying like this.”

Zi Han pushed him back on the bed before he got off giving the impression that he was upset. Yi Chen was about to coax him when Zi Han took off his pants and tossed them covering the little guy’s bed so it wouldn’t see what was about to happen. Lucky for them it slept like it was hibernating thus it didn’t even open its eyes otherwise it would be so traumatized.

Zi Han cleared Yi Chen’s desk and sat on top of it his legs resting on the armrests of the chair. Bare like the day he was born he crooked his finger at Yi Chen inviting him over. How could Yi Chen refuse? He knew Zi Han was using sex as a means to cope with his emotions but Yi Chen couldn’t resist the temptation.

In slow unhurried steps, he walked over and lifted Zi Han’s leg by the back of his knee so he could fit in between his lover’s legs. He couldn’t wait to have the sweet taste of the forbidden fruit once more.